Moving on

Dextrose

          My memory of you is continually fading with every breath I take your smile,eyebugs and every details of your face gets blur, I think it is for the better as I will be moving on with my heart break. All this time I have loved you and now I think I am moving on. 

          A heartbreak from is nothing compared to everything I have experience there were things I tried to move on and it help me so that's why I'll explain the process in how to move on. 

          The first thing to know in a heart break is that it demands to be felt and You just need to accept that. Be hurt till you are completely dried up of tears. 

          The second will be the denial, You will start to deny her and existence or what happed . you will try to comfort yourself with everything that is possible after that You will think you have moved on but you're not , You will just think that way. Its normal.

          The 3rd process will be good for you. You need to find a hobby.Go to church and meet new people or just keep yourself busy. Because In these past years She was with you and you are missing her.To stop missing her you just need to Keep playing or keep working. Later on You will move on.

          this 4th process is something that will break you again but not that hard as you had your heartbreak with her. As you will see her or comeback to you. It is bad because the memories will flow.One thing to do? Accept it and think that you are happy even though shes not around.

At that time You will move on.

          In my case I was not able to move on as she left me with our kids and grandsons, she left me first. Just when I thought not. Now I have Alzheimer's disease and I'm forgetting about her with our memories together.

          I can't move on and my heart will still remember you, we'll see each other soon

"Tit "tit "tiiiiiiiittt.....